Monday, July 13, 2009

Beta falling

HPTs continued to get slightly lighter - and yesterday (Sunday) I started spotting.

This morning it was now a full bright red flow - went for Beta test anyway - and it has dropped to 96 from 134 last week.

I don't suppose I will ever know if it was a new pregnancy or left over from the miscarriage.

Boooo hoooo. I wish I hadn't let myself get my hopes up. It is all too much straight off the back of recent miscarriage just 5 weeks ago.


Blogger Pixxiee said...

Sometimes hoping is all we can do - all that gets us through. Don't beat yourself up for having hope.

I'm sorry this time was not meant to be...I hope you find the strength to keep going and trying.

Give yourself some time to heal up though - emotionally and physically. Take care of you.

1:05 PM  
Blogger Musicmakermomma said...

Well that is just kicking you when you're down. I'm so sorry. Wish there was something brilliant to say that would take all the pain away. Sending hugs.

8:04 AM  
Blogger Evil Stepmonster said...

You're right Andi, that is too much. I'm really sorry. You so deserved a miracle.

Sending lots of love your way.

9:53 PM  
Blogger Tam said...

Just checking in on you and hoping that you are okay Andi.

Much love xxx

3:23 AM  

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