Too scared to POAS.
Gulp - here I am - only hours away from 10 dpo 3dt - and I can't do it. I am too scared to pee on a stick. I was sure I wasn't going to have a repeat of last time where I had my hopes up only to be dashed by a dopey insensitive nurse on beta day.
I suppose the thing is last time I felt so sick for so much of the two week wait - that I was convinced it had worked. Now I feel so mostly completely normal I JUST want to hold on to the slimmest possibility it has worked.
I may still cave in - but I have had the evil stick in my bag for two days - and I really don't want to.
Beta is 7.30am Monday morning.
Symptom watch - I felt odd yesterday, can't really put my finger on it. Really tired - more so than any other cycle or it could just be I am so much more relaxed that falling into bed at 7pm is real easy. I haven't had the sort of cramps as the last two goes.
I will keep you posted if I POAS.
I suppose the thing is last time I felt so sick for so much of the two week wait - that I was convinced it had worked. Now I feel so mostly completely normal I JUST want to hold on to the slimmest possibility it has worked.
I may still cave in - but I have had the evil stick in my bag for two days - and I really don't want to.
Beta is 7.30am Monday morning.
Symptom watch - I felt odd yesterday, can't really put my finger on it. Really tired - more so than any other cycle or it could just be I am so much more relaxed that falling into bed at 7pm is real easy. I haven't had the sort of cramps as the last two goes.
I will keep you posted if I POAS.
posted by andi at 6:37 AM
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Praying that your dreams come true and you have that BFP
Wishing you the absolute best on your beta today...Hoping you are yelling your number from the rooftop!!!
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