Monday, November 17, 2008

Big fat negative

I was completely gobsmacked - I really thought I had cracked it this time... that will teach me.

I just didn't have the sore boobs and funny taste in my mouth like last time.

I am completely devastated... I think that is it really - can't ask my sister to go through all that again.

I just feel numb - I am at work trying to hold it together but don't think I am going to make it through the day.

10 Comments:

Blogger Portia P said...

Oh Andi, I'm so sorry.

Nothing more i can say but sending you a huge hug

xxx

12:44 PM  
Blogger still waiting said...

I am so sorry... hugs from across the world...

12:48 PM  
Blogger Carrie said...

I am so sorry too. It really is just such a cruel thing to go through.
I am sure you would rather be anywhere other than work right now. I hope you can manage to leave and be gentle with yourself.

Thinking of you x

1:16 PM  
Blogger Sparkle said...

So sorry you got a negative, it's heartbreaking I know.
As wonderful as your sister has been, it might time to start looking for another donor, if you want to keep going.

2:26 PM  
Blogger Evil Stepmonster said...

Oh Andi! I'm so sorry sweetie. What a complete and utter shit.

I wish I was nearby so I could give you a real hug. I wish I could take the pain away. I wish it was different. I wish...

Please take care of yourself.

6:01 PM  
Blogger Melbagirl said...

I don't know what to say. I've been trying to type this for an hour now and I just can't begin to imagine your pain. This is a fairy tale turned nasty. Your sister must feel terrible as well. My prayers to both of you.

Wishing you a heap of strength and positive thoughts ... this is not the end.

6:20 PM  
Blogger Vee said...

I have only just found your blog, I am so sorry to read your news.

12:46 AM  
Blogger Tam said...

I am truly sorry Andi, it never gets easier.

My thoughts are with you sweetie xxx

2:27 AM  
Blogger Peeveme said...

Andi,

I am so terribly sorry. I don't even know what to say other than that. I was really hoping this would have turned out differently for you.

6:24 PM  
Blogger Kim said...

I'm so sorry, Andi.

10:25 AM  

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