Saturday, November 11, 2006

damn it

I got my period this morning - dashing hopes of arriving home in Australia - with good news - damn it. After sobbing trip to the bathroom - I had a row with my husband this morning - he says I blame him - and the scary truth is - I probably do. He has been so reluctant - about the baby thing. He went through IVF with his ex wife - and no child resulted - so it is slightly understandable - but I now feel like I am just toooooo old.... I told him this morning - I feel like a little bit of me dies every month when my period arrives. Anyway - we have kissed and made up - and will have a nice drunken holiday at home - and tackle the IVF issue when we return in December. Happy holidays.


Blogger Portia P said...

I'm really sorry. I so know how you feel!

Nothing you can do until you know the score, so eat, drink, get to the beach and leave all of this stuff at home.

It'll all be here when you get back, but you'll have a much better time and can enjoy just being!

Easy to say, I know, but worth a go...xx

11:05 AM  
Blogger Portia P said...

Thanks for your post.
Hope you're ok. I think our results were worse than that. We didn't get a percentage.
If you let me have an e mail address for you, i'll e mail you directly. I'll have a look for our 'scores'!

7:39 AM  

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